Our Beautiful Mess: Currently: Winter 2015 Edition

Currently Working On: Honestly nothing. Is that lame? Probably but there isn't much going on. I guess that's winter for ya. I get lazy and don't do much. I probably should be working on cleaning this house.

Currently Anticipating: Spring. I hate winter. I get the winter blues every year. So I am definitely over the cold, not to mention all the brown and blah.

Currently Listening To: "I Believe" by Christian Perri. If you haven't heard it then you should. Some of the lyrics really stay with me these days: "I believe if I knew where I was going I'd lose my way...I know that we are not the weight of all our memories....I believe in the lost possibilities you can see...'Cause I have been where you have before. And I have felt the pain of losing who you are. And I have died so many times, but I am still alive. I believe that tomorrow is stronger than yesterday....I wish that you can see your scars turn into beauty. I believe that today it's okay to be not okay. This is not the end of me, this is the beginning."

Currently Annoyed By: My body. I know I don't talk about our journey of getting pregnant but it's an on-going thing for us still. Since my miscarriages, my cycles have been all over the place. I have had cycles that are 27 days. I just had a cycle that was 61 days. I feel completely out of balance. (I know I don't talk about it a lot but in case you were wondering, no we aren't pregnant yet.)

Currently Grateful for: My husband. I have said this about a hundred times but it remains true. He is my rock and my hero. 2014 was a tough year all around and I don't know what I would have done without him.

Currently Reading: The Adventures of Huckleberry Finn by Mark Twain. I wanted to start the new year and my new Reading Challenge with a classic. I like it but I'm not breaking any reading speed records.

Currently Staying Active: I just finished Moms Into Fitness: Pretty Fierce Weight Loss and I loved it. Now I'm filling my two weeks with some different things just to try before I start a month calendar of blogilates. I wanted to start something not quite as intense as I have been doing. Although I'm afraid I'm going to get bored. But I'm going to give it a try. I'm going to do some yoga and Pilates. I have never really done a lot of it so it's a new challenge.

Currently Craving: Anything I don't have to cook.

Currently Loving: All my new workout clothes. I'm always only ever had one set of workout clothes, a pair of loose, longer shorts and a t-shirt. But since I have been doing so much working out I have changed my "exercise style." They are great for working out but also really comfortable to lounge around in.

Currently Would Love to Travel To: Somewhere warm. I get the winter blues every year and this year isn't any different, although this warmer weather the last few days has definitely been nice. I'm thinking a nice long warm vacation in the winter sounds perfect.